After a lot of pondering, A decides to give him a call..After all, What harm would it do. I mean, if its meant to be, it will be...right?
A dials the number ...Tring Tring...
Hello...!!
A: Hi.. May I speak to V?
(This was a bad idea...!!..Hang up...right now..)
V: Speaking, who is this?
A: Hi..I am not sure if you remember me, we spoke around a week back just once. A here...??
(please say yes...)
V: Oh yeah...hi...wassup..I was wondering why you didn't call back, I mean i would have, but you never gave me your number.
A: Oh, yeah. I just wasn't sure if it was appropriate..Anyways...Will give you my number by the end of this call. (its better to play safe..I mean lets see if I still enjoy talking to him)
V: That sounds fair..I mean I don't know if will still like talking to me the second time..right?
(shit he read my mind)
A: Ha ha, So, hows life in the last one week?
V: Life's good...Have been busy doing stuff...Wassup with you?
And the conversation goes on...A cant believe that it AGAIN went on for more than 30 mins.
V: Hey by the way...Which part of Bombay are you from?
A: What makes you think I am from Bombay? (assumption is the mother of all dot dot dot)
V: Well, I find it difficult to believe that someone would spend so much time and money on an STD call...Lol
A: Smart..I am from Vikroli.
V: Hey that's like 15 mins away from where I am..What a small world.
A: I guess the Internet is bringing people closer... (small world indeed)
V: yeah, so you think we can exchange numbers and maybe catch up sometime? I mean i m working on some new stuff lately..Maybe you wanna hear some of it.
A: Are you asking me out? (that was quick)
V: Haha, well...if that term makes you say Yes, then yeah... How about tomorrow?
A: Why don't I let you know by evening? (I don't wanna sound desperate now...do i?)
V: Take your time, but I got to get back to work. In case we don't talk again...It was nice knowing you.
A: Why do you think we wont talk again? (It cant be a brush off...specially since he has "asked me out")
V: Well, Just a thought.. :P
A: Don't worry, You are in for a surprise..
V: Talk to you soon?
A: yeah..by the way, my number is.... ********** (I hope i don't regret this)
V: Thanks :)
A: Sure.. See ya.
A hangs up...and goes into the balcony wondering what just happened and reminding herself...He is a stranger...Don't get carried away....Don't get carried away....DO NOT get carried away...Or was it too late?
6 Jan 2010
I miss my Old Self...
I Look down deep,deep inside of my mind;
an old part of me,
I know I will find.
The part that is hiding
and doesn't want to be found;
it has hidden too long
and won't come around.
I know it is there,
hiding way down inside
the place that I think
I have gone in to hide.
I want to Let myself free;
let it run, let it ride.
Let it out, let it sing;
let it out from inside.
It has hidden too long,
that old self that was me;
because I was hurt,
I want to let it out and leap.
There is something there
that is wonderful indeed;
it was once nourished -
it came from a seed.
That wonderful me
that I hide deep inside,
I want to let it out, let it run;
I dont want to let it hide.
Those who really know me
miss the old me indeed;
and for that they are sad.
They only want what's best for me
I wanna let myself out;
be happy, be glad.
Not let the past hold me;
the one that was bad.
Oh, I see bits and pieces
every once in a while;
the old me shines through
and gives out a smile.
I miss that part,
that old part of me
I miss all the fun
and the laughter indeed.
I wanna come back.
I hope I find the way
back into the life
hoping i will stay that way;
Because I do miss
that old part of me,
the one I was,
my old self indeed.
That one that is hopeful,
joyous, and glad -
in a world full of love,
even though good and bad.
The world won't change.
It's sad but it's true;
but I know that I can
come back out through.
The one who is happy
and sees all that is great -
the one who's optimistic,
who doesn't care if they're late.
I've hidden too long
deep down inside.
I've crawled into myself,
and I tried to hide.
I'm still learning
to set myself free;
one day I will learn
how to be the old me.
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